The seeing of beauty may not be of who I am or where I am from, is then what is new, the style of where I may not find within…
Back in Hong Kong, I see not with my own culture that I feel, as I can only see it in a wastern way where I like too to have a new way of seeing….
I still question why is it that I feel as thought I have not step forward?
The use of the tools and the making of that tool? Where can I start in using this from the line of the next step where this foot led to? Asking and there I continued! The arts of the making and the looking of the place of what it is that I am then doing? Now is then being in Hong Kong then the lines! This then is where I am very subjective within my line and my place!
The being of at home and not the line but the place I am in now!
Wolfgang Metzger – Germany’s Gestalt movement in psychology, translated by Lothar Spillmann.
The wanting of the best to be presented. More and more are developing within the work as time goes by! The “times” I spend on looking at it mean a lot to me.
Today I spead my day in the space, and with the help of Kenji, I was able to get the “dado rail” painted! But the line are still not stick onto the wall properly on the corridor as it is on the staircase.
There are time when I wondered what happens if I chose to draw red and green and not gray and black. The repeat of Left and Right?
During this year at the back of my mind I had always known my aim of subjuct was the line, but had not been able to have a clear mind in why was it that I was so intrested at it. Just notice the unknown and known of the world of digital. I was outside in the greaden just now, looking at the gound, the soil. Then though of history, and history then dying. In the past, there are findings of the old under the ground. Like I now, writing on this blog, will there then be that one day lost of all this info, and then not found again? This may be cos I lost my Log and skatch book and thinking if I will lost this too, and is it ok really to lost the time and really look forward?
This I ask how was it that so many of the people there have said to me that they find really different when one enter into the space, I now ask what happens when the space is drawn witht he 3D glasses way? within the 3D space?
For my reflective journal, I kept 2 log/ note books with one skatch book during the whole year of my MA. As I was mugged on 10th June, I have lost my log from 14th Feb to 10th June with my drawings of plans and log in changings of ideas.
I have been blogging more from the time I lost my note books, and now I can only write up what I can remember from what I have! Here is my last scans from the 2nd book:
Reasons in wanting to know it all
This lead me in understand in text where I am going within and to point out in the line is where I am hoping to find and investgate on in simple English for my audiance to understand where I am at with in the line not only Visual langauge but each word can then become an art on it’s own.
From others within the MA Visual Arts: Book art
From other Visual Arts symposium
From going to other symposium, I have learnt to see or remind myself in other visual language that links within the envoriment I am in as a stutent! I went to Drawing, illustration and book art.
From my history in drawing BA, my drawing of machine like diagrams, This was why I came back to Camberwell and did my MA in Digital arts. The believe in hoping that I am able to start understanding the building of a machine and how they are done.
The drawing had a start, and so did “The line of 1000 corners”, made on 4th July, 2009. I am still drawing out the mind of mine within the continuance process I am following now. Is not where the start is or the end is, is the process of it all. For the last 3 day and only 3 days it took my on making “The line of 1000 corners” having to many sure I did 334 per day. All the corners are done now, but I know I am too clsoe to it that I find it hard to link it to my citial mind!
The grid I started with thinking of making the line of 1000. Knowing it is one line of something. “One” is me and where that mind of mine start off! I read back to my “machine like drawing” It started of with the word “LINE” in Chinese. I have long forgotten this was the start of my map! (I called it map is because is like a mind map, drawing that reads my mind more by my own understanding of myself but the drawing will!)
The line I tried and find with in a space..
The line of 1000 I made within a space… in a 3d space internally!
A machine I am trying to be to make myself in seeing things at an infinite ways in building my knowledge of creativity.
And this is the “me”, I am the rules. During the time when I made this 1000 corners, there were rules from the college and I tried my very best in fitting my work within it as I understand this is part of me now to make to please that number! Is it the maths / statistic of the worl I am in? Where all is the power of consumerism? Is it the like of others are the right? I always ask myself, if I am to make something is it then the most importent for other to like and understand?
Anything and everything!
The more I sit there and think of what this is all about it trun out to be many things in the line I am processing. The openest of questions that will be unanswered still after the couse and being able to know this is what will happen in the coming future. I am here in the UK this year the finding of “The line of 1000″….
The like of entering into the new space each day, and the next and the counting of lines that are not sured if other will be counrting them like I will. Is like a line that will be unknown. I am here the rules are changing each day as there are new findings of my vision in the space. I obseva and stop. May be I should not as time are tite. I know this too well. Is the understanding of the line and I now have got to understand what the line do in the space and what the line does within it then can I start build a machine that is doing the same as I did? Is it then the mind is where I am now trying to explore now as my resauch had shown me.
My eye is not liking the visual that I am making but is it then the concept has more, where can I take this belance? I know the line may not be understood the same in others, the same as I am. But is just the simlpest of it all, the line is not just a line. The unseen is there, is just unseen. The short and the long-term plan thing within the would of me and it, the space!
from the 10th June, the lost of my log and computer, 3 weeks ago, I started painting the space, being in the space and interacting with the people there and really knowing the space. 6 years I was in this college now, this is the 1st time I really look at this place and now getting to know it more. How much I try to be objective, I am not!
The undersatnding of the tourch of build is not perfect in anyway in the “number”( the accratance) I am not and I am trying to be. To slove problem in a short time. This is what I will be facing when I am back in the reality as why do I say so? Cos I know I am not this year in some way. People here are not like the world of money!
